Wednesday, October 7, 2009 @ 1:54 AM
Last min, pouring heavily today, didn't attend school again. Early in the morn, chicky boy ask if i want acc him go sign phone, end up lots of problems came out so i left to west mall alone to help him see his phone. Called elsie while i was alone at there felt so lonely. Lucky, my dear sister's coming over hahas, end up met elsie, kris and xiong at west mall also then all 3 of us headed to csc sing after asking chicky boy's hp rates. . Sang all the way until 8 plus 9 at night, so tired, asked them over my place and we start drinking, after all of them left, left me drinking alone. .Got a bit giddy now, but still i'm awake, no worries:) All this months there are so much so much of things to let me thought of and now there's more, more and more and more problem's coming out. .Boy, i really hope u can stand up and face every single problem, we are all here accompanying u go through everything, u dun have to hide becuz u still have us around. I know u felt very guilty about every single help i did, but u dun have to becuz i still remember when i'm alone and needed help, u are the one who is encouraging, talking to me consoling me and now i'm returning everything i can to u. Its not the end of the world, if there's a problem, there will be a way to settle. .
我想这才是所谓爱的代价。。
其实跟多人都爱得很傻,天真的守着相爱承诺的话。
我只能够在你身边听你说说话,听你说到,泪如雨下,跟自己挣扎。
别问自己快乐吗,只是应为爱他,直到黯然心碎才知心乱如麻。
我想这才是所谓爱的代价。。
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