Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 10:17 AM
27.11.09
Boring, just came back home from supper with bryan and kimshui at my house downstairs. Felt so confused about every thing, work, study and him. .Msg boy about the posting, if i knew he wasn't at home at this time, i wouldn't even msg him and ask him where is he. Angry. . nowadays, everytime heard him, stay out late, drink with company ppl. . felt damn irritated listening to all this shits. . If i know he will turn his life this way, in the first place i shouldn't have intro him this job and make myself worry about it. Just like mum said, someday he will change if he works in this line in future. . and he's slowly changing i guess. . Sometimes, i really wish i can stop caring about every single things that concerns about you and do whatever i want for myself. . can i? Why must it be, whenever i felt tired about you, wanting to stop looking at my phone for your miss calls then you will start calling and appear in no where??
Remember all the things we wanted, now all our memories are haunted.
We were always meant to say goodbye even with our fists held high.
It never would have work out right, we were never meant for do or die.
I didn't want us to burn out, i didn't come here to hurt you now, but i just can't stop. .
I didn't want us to burn out, i didn't come here to hurt you now, but i just can't stop. .
I want you to know that it doesn't matter, where we take this road but someone's gotta go.
And i want you to know, you couldn't have loved me better, but i want you to move on.
Looking at you makes it harder but i know that you'll find another.
That doesn't always make you wanna cry, it started with the perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in.
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive, you know that i love you so, i love you enough to let you go. You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong.
26.11.09
Woke up early in the morn, help boy do his posting. . damn shagg . . Chatted with him on the phone yst night, lol say wad, he wanna move in.. and feed me ?? If it's real, i guess my life would be miserable, becuz he always nag nagg my god!! And i'm independent, i can take care of myself and survive my on own;p Just please take good care of ur own:) Headed off to holland village for interview, :) and both Elsie and me got that job, start work on the 2nd of December (next Wednesday) at Orchard Ion, nice pay and good working environment but we are still struggling whether we should pick up this job anot because there's another offering us to work with them. . hummm, gonna think properly about it. Tml, its Kris, Match and Kang wei's turn to interview, hope they can pass the interview and join us if possible. . Good luck guys. .
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