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Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 1:24 AM

12.3.10

Woke up early in the morn, breakfast with my dear at my house downstairs then he left for work.. Guess its still a boring day today, everyday filled with bored.. sisters all working, busying dating.. Hais no one's free for high tea and medi... Work, no client, everyday seating in front of the com logging in fb waiting for nothing.. Why is life so bored?? even my 16years old brother thinks so:( 21st Birthday's around the corner yet there wasn't any mood for celebration.. Why is that so? Cant imagine i've been opening my heart, smiling everyday telling ppl to live life happier, hais what about myself?? Argghhhh... Time runs real fast, many thick and thins been happening throughout these few months.. Heard some couples breaking up, some patching back.. After all sorts of problems i've been through seen i started out loving someone, hearing relationship problems in the ppl around, this little feeling and thoughts came by me.. I didn't know how others think becuz there are so many different kinds of problems between relationships but in my vision lots of them broke off was actually becuz they think they didn't get enough in anything from another.. This is human i guess, they always find faults to another that they did not give enough in fulfilling esp when it comes to a long relationship.. Actually, its not becuz of the word "not enough", its becuz when they started out loving each other there isn't much obey, promises, prophecy and realization in them, but when time pass by long enough for all this things and it became a big big problem to them.. Its themselves who rises their head high up and look right down to the other that makes the other look so small and far away.. But why? why make things so difficult for each other, it used to be so close..

For now, all this problems left me far far away i didn't know they will come back to me but i believe all obey, promises, prophecy and realization can turn out to be sweet and romantic.. just see it in a different way and many things may change and turn out different..

To be continue..

"2.30pm"

Too boring staying at home so both my bro and i cab over to Jurong point... SHOPPING!!